04.02.2013 в 20:58
Пишет Morning Lea:- Then what does life mean to you, Changmin?
with a face expression that cannot be explained he wrote on the table ‘?’ with his finger.
- I want to find the answer but even if I don’t, the time thinking ‘what is life?’ would make me grow.
I believe in that, so even though it’s an question with no answer, I try to enjoy thinking about it.
These days I really think positive. Back in the days even though I tried my best I felt like it was never good enough. And I used to blame myself.
Now even if I cant reach the level I thought I can I think ‘ It’s already something that’s done. Next time I'll try to not regret.’ I try to think positive, like this.
Little by little I want to get closer to my ideal ‘a man who has composure in his heart.’
(c) Changmin (Spur Magazine, April 2010)